Patch the Pirate could be heard being played in our home, growing up, on many occasions. (Along with the favorite Adventures in Odyssey) My very favorite story was:
The rule for our house, growing up, was usually 1 tape 1 side. (yes, I am getting old this was before a lot of Cd's) The very last song was my Favorite..."Here am I Lord, Send me!" I usually would just listen to the 2nd side just so I could hear this song.
Hear Am I Lord, Send Me
Written by: Ron Hamilton
Lord I give my life to you
Take control each day
I will follow anywhere
Near or far away
Take control each day
I will follow anywhere
Near or far away
Chorus:
Here am I Lord, Send Me
Here am I Lord, Send Me
I will serve you faithfully
Here am I Lord, Send Me
Here am I Lord, Send Me
Here am I Lord, Send Me
I will serve you faithfully
Here am I Lord, Send Me
Lord I want your perfect will
Be my faithful Guide
I will never be afraid
You are close beside
Be my faithful Guide
I will never be afraid
You are close beside
Chorus
Let me see my mission field
All around each day
Fill my heart with Jesus’ love
Use me Lord I pray
All around each day
Fill my heart with Jesus’ love
Use me Lord I pray
Chorus
There were many nights tears would roll down my face onto my pillow as I would be singing very quietly these words. Wondering "God...What am to do? Where would you have me go?" My mom fell in love with this song too so much that she had my brothers and I sing it as a trio many times in local revivals that our family sang in. I truly sang this song from my heart every time....always wondering "WHAT AM I TO DO? LORD, I AM WILLING!"
I have always had a heart for missions...as a young child I thought I would be a missionary nurse to Japan. (I remember feeling that way after a children's service at God's Bible School during camp meeting.) I was willing to go to a foreign field, even took a trip to Mexico City in High School. Still I wondered what was my "Mission Field?"
Let me break from this thought and tell you a short story that will fit in shortly.
As a young teenager I went on a youth group outing with our teens from Noblesville Pilgrim Holiness Church....to a church downtown Indianapolis "Central Wesleyan Church" to meet up with several other church teens and several community teens involved in a ministry with Larry Poe. I remember being WAY OUT OF MY ELEMENT!!! I was a little white girl in the big city and TERRIFIED!!!!! Standing in the middle of the parking lot of the church I remember saying to myself..."I could NEVER attend this church!!! I would be scared half to death every time I came to church!"
Ok, now back to the main thought.....After I turned 13 I began helping out in our Jr.Church, I had already been calling on occasion with my dad or Sis. Lisa Randall (that was a story in it's self when I was sure this large man that answered the door was going to kidnap Sis.Randall and I!) I was beginning to fall in love with this line of ministry. I had already (At a younger age) turned my coloring books into flannel graph stories with pieces of flannel graph that I had gotten from church. When I told my first story I think I was 13 or 14. I loved it!
SO flash forward 8 years...I am newly married, recently moved to just outside Downtown Indy. What church do I find myself at??? Central Wesleyan Church! (remember my short story!) It wasn't long before I found myself involved in the children ministry. I had already knew in College that some sort of Children's ministry was to be my "Missions Field"...and I was finding my place at the very church I THOUGHT I could NEVER attend!
Flash Forward ANOTHER 10 years, this past summer we had our first group of teens ( 3 girls and 1 boy) go to IHYC (a church youth camp) Most, if not ALL, of them came back home with spiritual help! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!
L to R: Arisha Shaw (one of our assistants in our Jr. Church), Chyanne Crockett, Abby Crockett and Kayla Luster
Sisters having fun
Meeting with their team
(For some reason I never got a picture of Kyle Brown. I did not stay the whole camp but Arisha Shaw was the kids go to person from our church that was on campus.)
It was July at our annual VBS that God gave me TOTAL and COMPLETE confirmation that I was in the "Mission Field" He had made for me!
Brad and Cassandra Gookins were conducting our VBS...they had choose the song "Here Am I Lord, Send Me". I was listening to the kids sing and had a flashback of my life and what brought me to this moment. I couldn't stop the tears....these where MY KIDS on MY MISSION FIELD...that the Lord had prepared me for all those years ago as a young girl laying in my bed singing from my heart "Hear Am I Lord, Send Me!"
Kyle Brown and Natalie
Christine
Destiney
Nevaeh
Meghan, Mackenzie,and Melanie
Kayla
Chyanne and a new friend for VBS
Kara (a new one for VBS, sadly she has not been back)
A new contact for VBS
Faith (Destiny above is her older sister)
This last Sunday something happened that excited me...my assistant Judy Alcorn, has taken the older kids Sunday School class and has really been doing an excellent job with them and encouraging them. With an extra boost of encouragement....Kayla (13) led the children in opening prayer. I was so proud of her! I really know God is going to use each and every one of our kids. I love them each one and pray for them weekly if not daily! They are teaching me so much about what a "Mission field" is all about. Reach out and touching them with Jesus! I pray I do not fail!!!!
So there is my "Mission Field"...would love to hear about yours!!!